SimaJj

In this journal,
I'm going to talk  about my kitty momo.
A fucked up doctor gave her an injection. After two days she died from an overdose.
Yes i've cried for two days. Because she was turtored to death.
she was shaking and couldn't move her legs.
When i brought her closer to her legs, she started licking them wondering why she cant feel them.
I was planning to take her to the vet (a different one) to take care of her.
But she died in the morning, and the way she was laying on the floor with her eyes & mouth opened. Made me feel so sad.
Even if she was an animal, she was a spirit. Hyper, and sooo' adorable.
She could've lived, but she died because a fucking idiot was called a "veterinarian".
I miss her so much.
May she rest in peace.
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Hey! Guess what ? ;D
I turn 16 in a Week !
So i think. It's the perfect time to look at my wish list. :3

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" i honestly feel like i'm hiding from you. Running from something you never knew. Or once did but didnt care, i need you when im close to you. I miss you when you're right next to me. When you were mine, we were.. Never were.
&& through these times, you mostly make me feel black and blue, but you know i would go through it all again for you.
We can, i believe make something beautiful, go down in history.
No one can beat us, we'll be on the top of the world. Through the years we'll have our stories to tell, we'll fly but never fall.
I have knees, and hands.
I have a heart.
I have words.
If god gave me the last chance to use them,
I would use my knees and hands to crawl to you.
Use my heart to give it back to you.
and use my words to tell you i love you.
I know things dont always turn out the way you want it. And i know i'm selfish and greedy  to want it my way, but i wouldn't ask for anything else, wouldn't ask for more.
Nothing.
As long as you're here with me.
Thank you..
For making me feel this way..
Ill
and pain.
It's the perfect feeling, cause it's coming from you. No it's not torture. Torture is when you lead me to my imagination, making me feel agitated for your love.
No i dont believe in love. But i do believe in eternity with you."

I just wanted to take this opportunity to show you what i wrote. I hope you like them. They're NOT for anyone, they are just words.

Pictures that inspire me.

  
  
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